This is my story-Voices-Spirits and how they affect me. Page 1 Writing # 1 Print, Copy and Share Page 2 I would often feel my hands and arms go numb, see and feel spiritual hands holding on to my hands, as well as other parts of my body, swords being plunged into my body. I could see and feel them insert items, spiritual in nature, into my head and body, as a means of controlling my body and mind functions, this caused me much pain and suffering. This apart from the arguments and constant conversations, that occurred around me and in my mind, they manipulated my conscience and sub conscience, as though battling to control my mind. One time I went three days without sleep, I found it hard to sleep because they were always talking, I had to take a P.M. medicine, so that I could sleep. Some of these spirits would often try to instruct me on how to do things, but were almost always wrong and would get angry at me if I did not do things according to their instructions. They often manipulated bible scripture, to their favor, revealing things the average person would not know. These spirits are not suppose to sin, human bodies should not sin, but some of these spirits often lead humans to commit sin, this is absolutely forbidden by God himself. This occurred during the time of Jesus Christ also, Jesus gained God's wisdom and that is why he leads them and us, as our guide and ruler, Jesus tested these spirits, using God's wisdom and they failed. This is the same wisdom God and Jesus teaches humanity, these spirits have been taught and tested by God for many generations, living humans have always bested them and these spirits have always failed, due to self-righteousness and committing sin (corruption). They are the reason humans sin and our Lord Jesus Christ had to die for our sins, they in turn, have no forgiveness if they do not change their ways, they were suppose to be teachers of men, but men became their teachers. This is due to their lack of learning and obedience to God, these spirits are suppose to serve a purpose, they were suppose to serve God, but chose to serve themselves. The battles that occur between these two groups, are what cause men to become confused, bitter and indifferent, this is how they affect our minds. Humanity were created inherently good, just like our Father in Heaven, so were these spirits, but they become evil, when they disobey God. Men are free to choose their behaviors and actions, thanks to Jesus, but when influenced by these spirits, often become self-righteous and evil. These spirits were put here for the purpose of being evangelized, by God. One night I was sleeping and had a terrifying dream, I dreamt I was being lead down to hell. I looked at my wrist and noticed they were shackled along with many other people. I could see a great fire, there were many people in it, I was told I could end up in it, if I didn't change my ways. I have been reading the bible and with God's help learning the wisdom. This is the purpose all voice hearers were called to do, these voices are wayward spirits who need guidance and to learn God's wisdom. Receive Christ and live forever (salvation) Page 1 Writing #2 Print, Copy and Share We should always be happy no matter what, anger is the Devil's toy, he uses it against us to ruin our blessings, by offending those we depend on. Like jujitsu, he uses our power against us, the power of our mind and spirit, that given to us by God through Jesus Christ. This is the authority he gives us known as freewill to choose what is best for us. The Devil is always feeding people's minds negative things about God, especially, when it comes to preaching the gospel. Those of us who choose and are chosen, to preach the bible wisdom should use it to help our neighbor and anyone who is in need of hope or faith. God has plenty of ministries, he wants people to encourage each other to seek him and suggest this to people we meet everyday. If you encounter resistance from others because of this, just recommend they read the bible. Ask them if they have read it, if they haven't or give you an excuse for not reading it, tell them to read a few pages a day, as little as two paragraphs a day. Often people try to preach the gospel without having read the whole book, (Acts 18:25-26) when they start they come on strong and then wither, this is why its best to preach reading the bible to others, so that God can unlock the wisdom. The Devil often confounds our thoughts, he is best defeated by learning scripture and wisdom which is found in the bible, when contradictory thoughts arise about God, this is the Devil's work, just look up a scripture that counters him. When you feel frustration or anger coming on you, a good scripture to use is, "no weapon formed against me shall prosper" (Isaiah 54:17), or " resist the Devil, and he will flee from you " (James 4:7). One of the Devil's weapons is criticism, when we criticize each other in malice, it wounds the heart, criticism can fester in the heart and cause anger, resentment to form. Words of encouragement builds human character (Romans 15:4-6), so let us encourage each other. This is why the word of God is so good, because it encourages it does not discourage, "for the word of God is living and active, sharper than any double edge sword" (Hebrews 4:12). It is the truth, it builds, lies only diminish so let us speak the truth and build each other up. When we judge each other, this also diminishes, (Matthew 7:1-2) or (James 4:12), when we judge each other it causes conflict, this often leads to irresolvable disputes. Rebelling against authorities often causes disputes, when we disagree with our authorities, we should reason with them, so we don't cause them to accuse us of wrong doing (Romans 13:1-7). Do not dispute, compromise, live life doing things that make you happy, not those things that cause discord, always be considerate of the feelings of others this promotes friendship and brotherhood, (Romans 12:9-21) "because he who lives by the sword, dies by the sword" (Matthew 26:52). All this can be found in the bible, this is why we should read it, "for the weapons we use to fight the Devil are divine in nature", (2 Corinthians 10:4-5) that is wisdom. When we feel anger, resentment, sadness, or worry, know that this is the Devil at work, we should not entertain these feelings, they may lead to problems, especially, to a lack of faith in God. When we allow life's problems to affect us, this affects our family members as well, we should also have faith in each other, this allows us to build each other up and prevents us from judging each other. One's mindset is based on what we believe, when you believe the Devil's lies it ruins your mind set, so first and foremost believe in God, because he promotes a healthy mind set in humans. Like the apostles, fight the good fight and tell the Devil where he can go (to the pit), Jesus gives us this authority, so use it and do not fear. Men spend their lives chasing wealth without acknowledging God (Matthew 6:24), this is a mistake, God controls the wealth of the world, seek him first and then wealth (Matthew 6:33). Questions have been asked as to how this is done, read the bible first, the bible promotes self-control when you spend money (wisdom), also there are scriptures that can be used as prayers to the Lord, so he will protect your wealth from the Devil (Proverbs 10:22). Paying tithes is paramount to reap the blessings the Lord God has for us, ten percent of all the money you receive should be given to charity (Malachi 3:8-10). Solomon was greatly blessed by the Lord and all he asked for was wisdom, (1 Kings 3:7-15), this wisdom that Solomon received is in the bible, all he had to do to receive it was listen to God. We have this wisdom in writing that is the bible, so read it from cover to cover like an ordinary book, it does not get any simpler than that. God will unlock the wisdom in scripture for you, just have faith, when you get in your car and drive you believe you are driving, this is the way you should believe in your Lord God in Heaven. Have courage and believe for the blessings, pray for faith and the strength to have it, after that all you have to do is believe. The only fear you should have is reverence for the Lord your God, he deserves this, so don't worry (Matthew 6:25-34), God can provide everything you need. It is also important you acquire world knowledge, when the bible talks about "world knowledge being foolishness to God" (1 Corinthians 1:20-25 and 3:19), this means that God's bible wisdom is superior to man's wisdom, if one thinks he is wise, by the standards of this world, he should become a fool that he may learn. Bible wisdom promotes self-control, when a man lacks bible wisdom, life becomes complicated, the bible states in the book of Hosea, "my people are destroyed for lack of knowledge" (Hosea 4:6). Having both bible wisdom and world knowledge, this balances a man, a man can have bible wisdom without world knowledge, this only limits a man's accomplishments in the world, but he is self-controlled, encouraged to learn. The Apology-Apology to Heaven and the Arch Angels. When the thousand years are over, Satan will be released from his prison and will go out to deceive the nations in the four corners of the earth-Gog and Magog-to gather them for battle. In number they are like the sand on the seashore. They marched across the breadth of the earth and surrounded the camp of God's people, the city he loves. But fire came down from Heaven and devoured them. And the Devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night forever and ever. If you have any comments or questions, about the website please email me at:
At the age of 4, I felt a presence in my bedroom, I heard a voice say “that’s him“ another said “he does not look like much”. When I was 13 years old, I heard these voices again for three days, this time, I was told I had a special purpose, I was not told everything that this purpose involved at that time. I could physically see, audibly hear and feel them like I could physical humans, I could see a contract, spiritual in nature, I could see it, but could not read it. I was instructed by a trusted individual to sign it, after this, I was told to go and live my life. Throughout my life, I found it increasingly difficult to accomplish goals, as though I was being sabotaged, after I married in 1984, the first 3 years of my marriage were turbulent, my wife and I were married for a total of 17 years. We had 3 children, I was a cold father and husband, no doubt these spirits were affecting me in everything I did, I could not understand these negative feelings about me. In the year 2000, my marriage was falling apart, I prayed for help, but heard a voice say,” God doesn't care“. In 2003, my wife and I divorced, again I could hear voices telling me to indulge in sinful things, telling me it was okay to do these things. After my wife left me, they settled in and started wooing me to serve the Devil, my house became a dark and dirty place, they caused this to happen. As they spoke to me I could feel them holding my shoulders and my arms around the elbow area. My life fell apart, my house was dark, filthy and my demeanor changed, I became very angry and introverted, I had no real friends. In the year 2005, I felt I was near death, I called out to God for help, then I found myself cleaning my house thoroughly, I was still being spoken to and influenced by the voices, I could physically see, audibly hear and feel them like I could physical humans. They could see me and hear me so, I communicated with them, they often posed as dead family members, individuals from heaven and hell, even people whom I had known and knew. They subjected me to mood swings, as well as, Physical pain, thoughts not my own, sexual attacks against my will, slavery to their whims also, entering and exiting my body at will. I see two groups of spirits, one white to my right, one black to my left, the right, self-righteous in nature was always judging everything I did, the left, corrupting and evil, wanting me to always commit sin. The right influenced me into quitting my job of 17 years before retiring and also, into withdrawing and spending the retirement money I had saved, I was often tortured by the both sides if I refused to follow their commands. I wrecked my house in fits of anger, when I tried to repair it they would attack me, making me feel so weak, I could not do any work, I sold my house at much less than it was worth, due to the damage. They often caused me to forget what I was doing, I found myself trying to accomplish several task and not completing any. Finally, I gave my furnishings to charity, sold my house and moved from Florida to New Jersey to live with my sister, I had given up trying to live on my own. I moved in late December 2007, and after 7 months of unemployment found a job with an apparel imprinter, in March 2008, still being attacked by these spirits, I found it hard to do the job I was hired for. I could feel how they were sabotaging my body, moving vertebrae in my back out of place, sticking me with pins, biting me, causing my flesh and my muscles to atrophy, as though it was dying, causing my skin to itch.
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I started hearing voices at the age of 4, at the age of 13, I could see, feel, and hear them, this is the spiritual communicating with the physical, the evil voices are the Devil, the good voices are God, I've had countless discussions and arguments with them, they will not reveal who they really are, I can see white spirits and dark spirits around me, most topics and visions I've seen deal with religion, although they seem very interested in human life topics, I was under the assumption the white spirits were God's and the dark ones were the Devil's, the dark ones seem the most negative, this morning I read: 1 John 4:1-3; in the Bible, it says: Test the Spirits- "This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God." So I asked them and to my surprise they separated into two groups, some of the white spirits did not acknowledge Jesus! So when a voice speaks to you, ask them: Do you acknowledge that Jesus came in the Flesh? if they don't, do not talk to them, if they speak to you ignore them. PERIOD.
No human wants to end up in hell, according to the bible, it is a place of suffering, great pain, weeping and gnashing of teeth, pray this prayer and receive the gift of salvation:
Lord Jesus, thank you for dying on the cross for my sins, please be the Lord of my life, I open the door of my heart for you, thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me the gift of salvation, eternal life, take control of the throne of my heart, guide me master, so I can be the person you want me to be. Amen
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When a man only has world knowledge, he is knowledgeable, but he lacks self-control (Titus 1:8), for self-control is the wisdom of God. Wisdom and knowledge can also be a gift of the spirit (1 Corinthians 12:8), that wisdom and knowledge is of the things of God, and the world. When speaking we must be mindful of the things we say (Matthew 12:36-37), the tongue can be a double edge sword, especially when used against our fellow man, (James 3:5-8). Next to deception, guilt is one of the Devil's most effective tools, he is constantly reminding us of our sins, which he also uses to hinder our faith in God, the Devil also causes us to destroy our blessings, this also affects our faith. This is why it is important to believe in God, no matter what the circumstances of our lives are, this keeps our faith strong and allows miracles to happen, just like in the time of Jesus. Do not believe your negative thoughts about sickness or failure, this gives the Devil a psychological edge, into making you believe things that are not true. When you believe these lies, they transfer into the physical and manifest in our lives, so remember, the Devil is a terrible liar, Jesus died for our sins. So pray for forgiveness of your sins and then forget them, your sins will be forgiven, live well and free, freewill is a beautiful gift and he loves you very, very much. Thank you Jesus and God bless you.
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This apology goes out to Heaven, especially to the Arch angels Michael and Gabriel, sometime ago I was inspired to write many negative things about Lucifer aka Satan and his angels. I poured my heart out into those writings, this was reminiscent of the horrible things he had done to me. I have since deleted these writings, because negativity even against the Devil is wrong, I was a hypocrite for paying him with the same dirty coin. This inspiration came from different sources, not just from me, but it was fueled by my anger against him. I was reminded of the time when the Arch angel Michael and Satan contended for the body of Moses, Michael had no negative words for Satan. He simply told him," May the Lord rebuke you " (Jude v 9) this was the honorable thing to do. After writing several negative writings, I was confounded by the Devil into believing that Michael and Gabriel were involved in assaulting and tormenting me. Satan then proceeded to inspire a writing against them, he told me they were not protecting me and had his spirits posing as them, during the attacks. I was so embittered by the attacks, I wrote against Michael and Gabriel without thinking, I know they would never do anything evil or hurt any human. They were not the ones behind those negative writings about the Devil, apparently, Satan used this as an opportunity to slander them. No doubt it was his spirits who inspired these writings, in an elaborate deception to implicate Michael and Gabriel in wrong doing. When I started writing, I expected my writings to be inspired by God, but the Devil used this as an opportunity to slander Heaven's Host. For this I am truly sorry I wrote anything negative about Heaven, I only hope that God will forgive me. There are plenty of writings against the Devil in the bible, none of these writings are negative, they simply state truths. For example, the bible calls him,"the son of perdition" (John 17:12 KJV) in Isaiah 14:11-20, it states:
"All your pomp has been brought down to the grave, along with the noise of your harps; maggots are spread out beneath you and worms cover you. How you have fallen from Heaven, O morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations! You said in your heart, I will ascend to Heaven; I will raise my throne above the stars of God; I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly, on the utmost heights of the sacred mountain. I will ascend above the tops of the clouds; I will make myself like the most high." But you are brought down to the grave, to the depths of the pit. Those who see you stare at you, they ponder your fate: "Is this the man who shook the earth and made kingdoms tremble, the man who made the world a desert, who overthrew its cities and would not let his captives go home? All the kings of the nations lie in state, each in his own tomb. But you are cast out of your tomb like a rejected branch; you are covered with the slain, with those pierced by the sword, those who descend to the stones of the pit. Like a corpse trampled underfoot, you will not join them in burial, for you have destroyed your land and killed your people. The offspring of the wicked will never be mentioned again."
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In Ezekiel 28:12-19, it states:
"You were the model of perfection, full of wisdom and perfect in beauty. You were in Eden, the garden of God; every precious stone adorned you: ruby, topaz and emerald, chrysolite, onyx and jasper, sapphire, turquoise and beryl. Your settings and mountings were made of gold; on the day you were created they were prepared. You were anointed as a guardian cherub, for so I ordained you. You were on the holy mount of God; you walked among the fiery stones. You were blameless in your ways from the day you were created till wickedness was found in you. Through your widespread trade you were filled with violence, and you sinned. So I drove you in disgrace from the mount of God, and I expelled you, O guardian cherub, from among the fiery stones. Your heart became proud on account of your beauty, and you corrupted your wisdom because of your splendor. So I threw you to the earth; I made a spectacle of you before kings. By your many sins and dishonest trade you have desecrated your sanctuaries. So I made a fire come out from you, and it consumed you, and I reduced you to ashes on the ground in the sight of all who were watching. All the nations who knew you are appalled at you; you have come to a horrible end and will be no more."
In the book of Revelation his fate is sealed, in chapter 20, verses: 7-10; it states:
In closing, I would like to thank Father God, the Lord Jesus Christ and all of Heaven's Host for their compassion and understanding concerning all humans that live and have lived. But especially, the princes of Heaven, Michael and Gabriel, for your valor and bravery concerning all matters of this spiritual war we are in. I love you my brothers, Amen
The Letter-Reaching out to my Brothers and Sisters in Christ.
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Dear Friends;
I am writing to you about this matter, because I've discovered something amazing I feel you should know about. At the age of Thirteen, I was told I was chosen for a special purpose, I was surrounded by spiritual presences, some of which I could see and others I could not see. I was told I would be working for God, involved in something called Spiritual Preaching, these presences are what Voice Hearers call their voices and in fact are actually spirits speaking to them. Voice hearers are usually diagnosed as schizophrenics, meaning these voices originate in their own minds, but having the ability to also see and feel these presences leads me to believe that this is erroneous. Apparently, the Devil wants these voice hearers to be diagnosed with mental illness, as a means to undermine God's will and purpose for these chosen people. Also, I sought treatment in an effort to prove to my caregivers that this condition was spiritual in nature, of course, they did not believe me. None of the medications I was given worked, also I was tested for a chemical imbalance and none was found, I was found to be physically normal, yet I was still experiencing the symptoms of schizophrenia, no doubt this was the Devil sabotaging me. I could feel and see how he was manifesting these symptoms in my mind and body using evil spirits, causing these symptoms, as well as, physical pain and discomfort, literally causing my mind and body to malfunction. When I went to see a physician, no physical evidence could be found to explain the pain and discomfort, I've been suffering with these symptoms, because a doctor will not prescribe pain medication without proof of the cause of these pains. Voice Hearers have their own organization called: www.Intervoiceonline.org, I've tried to reach out to them, by registering to post comments on their website, but the words: God, the Devil and spirits are considered negative triggers, causing voice hearers distress, this is the Devil, not wanting the truth to be told. Whenever I posted comments involving these words, the website management would wipe them out, yet their leader, Professor Marius Romme, MD, PHD, has been working with Voice Hearers for twenty years, this man has a deep understanding about voices and is open minded to explanations of the causes, including spiritual ones. I am writing this letter in hopes the ministries that receive it will reach out to the Voice Hearers, in an effort to utilize the benefits of the gift these people have. This gift allows these people to speak directly to the spiritual and receive responses, as though they were speaking to another human, although the spiritual also includes hearing the Devil, I would advise the Voice Hearers to ignore him and focus on the positive voices. Although, it has taken many years for Voice Hearers to come forward and form a usable understanding of what this is, I am excited that Voice Hearers could form a council, a direct connection to God in Heaven. We must not let this gift go to waste, by adopting a solely world view and believing that this is mental illness, this of course, is what Satan wants. As for Spiritual Preaching, on my website: www.SpiritualAspects.com, I have posted a writing about it, (The Purpose, Writing #7, Page 3), hopefully this will explain why it was instituted and the importance of its purpose. God Bless you all and fulfill his will. Amen
I sent this letter to several ministries, in hopes to unite God's people and share the gift Voice Hearers have for the purpose of God's will. May God Bless this endeavor and help us to produce fruit for his Glory, in Jesus mighty name. Amen
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